Honestly, I am proud of myself because I managed to let go of Frederick. However, I still feel a little bit of awkward while facing him in school. No matter what, I won't show it and act like nothing happened before. For I believe, time will fix everything and we will still be like normal friends. Enough about Frederick. Let's say something about this particular senior, Adrian.
Recently, he did asked my friend and I to join him for lunch and dinner. I enjoyed hanging out with him because I feel free when talking to him or even share something with him. All I can say about him is, he is more experienced than me in all things (certainly). What I meant was the good things and the naughty things that he had done really was something new to learn at that time. By the way, I learnt a lot about life from him and he made me grow in my way of thinking. I really appreciate that.
Sadly, he will be graduating this year. So sad. I will miss him. I really will. Even when I think about it right now also makes me almost crying. He is a senior that really like a father and a brother and an angel to me. He was the person who showed up when I need someone. And I thanked God for his presence for me though he was busy at that time.
Because of the month of rosary and I felt guilty, I went to the chapel to say the rosary with my friends. I felt so peaceful while praying and singing to Him. I really found peace in Jesus' arms. All I can say is that I want to be like Him, to love and serve, to forgive and forget and to sin no more. For I clearly know that, all that was happened, happened for a reason. All that is good and unpleasant days do not happened for no reason. As long as putting God first in the list, I am blessed.
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