How can he forgive me even though I have broke his heart?
This incident makes me reflect on myself -on how I treat someone who care for me.
Some part of me really think that he is not mature enough to realize that pictures can mean everything or nothing. He just want me to delete it. Honestly, pictures with Adrian is limited that is why I treasured them. Although we are not in a relationship, I still like to be his friend because there is nothing wrong. I like to be his friend because he treats me well. However, unable to be with him because he has someone who truly and deeply loves him. Plus, the pictures were taken on the day we broke up.
But, Daniel couldn't understand.
Some part of me tell myself that if that happens to me, how do I feel?
Honestly, I will accept his past because I am now in a relationship with Daniel. Of course, I know my boundary with other guys.
But, Daniel couldn't understand.
I hid things from him about my ex. Pictures especially. I deleted everything about Adrian because now Daniel is important now. If I wants to be with him, I should delete everything about Adrian. What a world??
The most important thing now is not to hurt Daniel. Although he likes to wallow in self-pity and being narrow-minded, I need to be considerate and patience. Hopefully he will be more mature one day.
It is all about time.
Some part of me really think that he is not mature enough to realize that pictures can mean everything or nothing. He just want me to delete it. Honestly, pictures with Adrian is limited that is why I treasured them. Although we are not in a relationship, I still like to be his friend because there is nothing wrong. I like to be his friend because he treats me well. However, unable to be with him because he has someone who truly and deeply loves him. Plus, the pictures were taken on the day we broke up.
But, Daniel couldn't understand.
Some part of me tell myself that if that happens to me, how do I feel?
Honestly, I will accept his past because I am now in a relationship with Daniel. Of course, I know my boundary with other guys.
But, Daniel couldn't understand.
I hid things from him about my ex. Pictures especially. I deleted everything about Adrian because now Daniel is important now. If I wants to be with him, I should delete everything about Adrian. What a world??
The most important thing now is not to hurt Daniel. Although he likes to wallow in self-pity and being narrow-minded, I need to be considerate and patience. Hopefully he will be more mature one day.
It is all about time.
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