intrduction to Mr. D.E

Hai dear Diary, I'm back to write about my new relationship with Mr. D.E.
I can't believe I'm in a relationship with a special guy....
Let me tell you about how we met...

In middle of September 2013, I was added by him in Wechat.. Wechat is a medium where I like to press the "Look Around" button and see new faces when I'm bored. Well, I'm sure you know how "look around" worked. I don't add people because I thought it was not necessary.  Then, this guy and other guys added me after that. I only accepted his request for I was thinking of knowing him to learn about his culture.  I don't accept local guy's request because not interested.

Wow!! A foreigner added me. He was very friendly. He talked about places he'd been in Sarawak. He asked about Miri and had explored a lot of place around Kuching too.
It turned out that he was the one knowing every interesting places in Kuching.
Shame on me!

We introduced each other and talked a little bit about ourselves. He didn't talk much. But he called me "sweety". My Gosh! I was surprised. In my mind, I was thinking, "are we that close?". But I like it. He was the first stranger to call me "Sweety". It directly makes me attracted to him and feel close to him.

After knowing him, knowing about his way of speaking in his country, "sweety" is a calling for nice people, someone sweet to them.. Just like Mdm Angelia called us Darling...
Honestly, I was attracted to him because of the name calling. He made me feel special to him.... Well, I didn't think of the worse part of knowing him.
I just treat him as my new friend.
A special one...

A few days of chatting, he asked me out. I was not sure to go out with him at that time because we contacted each other not up till one week and he wanted to meet. I was thinking, is this guy "hungry"?. Despite that, I did not think of the worse thing that could happen. I only think of making him my friend, maybe can learn some culture or other new things in his country.

A few days after that, we came out together for dinner. He came late to pick me up for dinner. hmmm.... It was a big deduction of marks.
When I sat in his car,  I was like "OMG!!!!! can you turn the music down?" That was so rude. I am a girl, not your dude!!...He gave me the impression that he is looking for a girl to have fun with..

Our first time meeting was awkward. He did not talk much. So scary...In my heart, I thought about a lot of possibilities that could happen if he was the bad guy..."Will I be drugged?"
He talked a bit only...well, how to talk when the music is so loud?
So, I kept quite and not asking much. I was anxious, nervous, worried and crazy in his car.
The one question that surprised me was " Do you go to club?"
Club? Why club? OMG!!
My heart stopped pumping. I was scared to see him smiling when asking that question...Oh My... why I'm here?
I will not go with him of course...
who is he to bring me to club?
what if I don't know how to take care of myself and get wasted?
A big NO of course..
I will only go club with people that I trust.

People who asked me to go to club is not a good people.

The short moment in his car was not emotionally safe. I did not know this guy but I was in his car. That moment was complicated and kind of exciting... (I think I was crazy) scared but feel excited... I have issues...

He did not eat. Only drinking. In my mind, why is he asking me for dinner and he doesn't eat? Weird... very weird. The first meeting was very very awkward. But I did get myself to talk to him more. If I don't talk, I will feel awkward. Silence kills.

The shocking thing was when I have not finish my drink, he already went to the counter and pay the food, without asking me, "You done eating?" OH MY!! Where is demeanour?

It was Lantern Festival. The traffic was heavy. He sent me back before 9pm because I feel unsafe with him. I was safe then. In other words, it was just a simple meeting with him.