What my mum said to me last night was right. If he misses me like I miss him, he will at least text me or gives me a call. I miss him until I want to ring him and talk to him. But I just can’t. I am afraid that if I do so, he will think that I am cheap. Or would he be happy if I give him a call? I don’t know. Even though he texted me, saying “ I love you,” I still had a stupid feeling that keep confusing my mind, such as “ if he loves you, why he doesn’t ring you?”, “if he loves you, why he doesn’t make the move to text you?”. Argghhh!!! I don’t understand him and myself either. I was wondering whether he is the guy who really likes me. I really don’t dare to expect him to love me yet because love takes a lot of commitments. I don’t even know what is his favourite colour, what is his real personality and a lot more. I think I just know 15% about him only. But, it’s okay because I know we have about 5 years to be together and explore each other.
Furthermore, I began to realize one thing in a relationship. What belongs to you, it will always be yours because God had a plan for you. No need to worry too much. All you need to do is do your part and God will do his part. I believe he will keep his word because I put my trust in him. I gave him my word that I will be his best girlfriend and will not leave him.
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