Home is best?

When I was in Serikei with my grandpa and grandma, I thought it would be as relaxing as it is at home. Unfortunately, no. Even though staying with them was great, it still can't compare the feeling of staying in our own home. While staying with them, I missed my mum so much, my bed, my wardrobe, everything that is in the house. Feels like being separated for years.. Luckily, I can go back earlier to my hometown. XD

When I saw my mum, she looks old. Is it because of not enough sleep or missing daddy? There is no one to blame too. I take it as one of a challenge in life. I think she thinks that as well. Plus, what to do, let the past be the past. I know she is trying hard to look tough. Who knows she is actually hiding in a corner to cry.... It is not easy to be strong in a short period. But I think she did very well to take care of us. She is always my role model in life. She is really great and cute sometimes. She pampered with me too.

I don't know whether I should be thankful or be careful with my mum's friend. After my dad passed away, he helped my mum a lot. My mum told me how helpful and caring he was. He repaired the toilet for us, the roof and the car for us. Besides, he accompanied my mum at night to teach her how to online and to use the laptop. Moreover, he sent my mum to bank to do works. Maybe I shouldn't think too much. I believe my mum knows her limit. Normally, if one's wife knew about their husband cares for another woman, she would be jealous or even get mad.

Overall, the best thing to do while at home is lying on our own bed. It feels so good just like heaven on earth. Though daddy is not with us, but I believe he is always watching over us from above or wherever he may be.