I get that....

“Love exists between you two? Are you sure about it?” If anyone asks me these questions, I don’t think I can answer them in a short time. However, when I think twice, I believe there is. But how sure I am about it? Sometimes, I can’t deny that there is still doubt. He told me, “You know that there is a person you like and he likes you too. You can’t see him, but loves exists.” It did comfort me at that time. Indisputably, my feeling towards him is still there, still inside of me. When I think of him, without my conscience, I smiled. :D

I wanted to visit him but I can’t because I am not allowed to. I grasped that my mum considered a lot of things and that is why she refused to let me go. I understand yet I continue to persuade her. Eventually, her answer is still no. I have no say. But I know it is for my own good too. She is funny though. During the “persuasion session”, she asked “why doesn’t he come to see you here?” I was like “…………” she shot me. How dreadful (literally of course)….. I was speechless at that time. I don’t know how to answer her. Well, actually, I knew the reason but I don’t think that the reason is acceptable. Or is there another good reason that can convince me?

Really wish he is here now. But when I reconsider, it isn’t that bad. I get to grow up fast. Isn’t it? I learnt to control my emotions. At the same time, I learnt not to fall too deep in a relationship. For all things that are happening have its pros and cons. Taking one day at a time is better. Plus, be positive and have confidence in yourself okay..