Exam!!

Now is already November? NO!!!

Naa....I have finished sitting for my final exam and MUET...whether the result is good or not that is another case....the important thing is I have finished dealing with those examination...

Let me see what I have done for this semester...

1. Tennis tournament

2. Badminton competition

3. Run for nation

4. Revision in the library

5. group study in the chapel

6. Visit Logos Hope

of course there is more...

This semester is my final semester in foundation year. And there was a lot of things happened. Unhappy things but I managed it. Setting my focus only on my studies was the main concern...I know what I need to do and will not let my emotion takes control of me. I managed to struggle out of my negative emotion and being in a tension situation....It makes me emotionally strong...

During the study week, I had done all I could to revise everything that was needed to be revised. When I couldn't memorize or understand a passage or things that I needed to know, frustration came.....Sometimes, studying is boring. I will always feel sleepy when I am reading a book. Any book will makes me fall asleep. Therefore, I prefer studying in the library, at least I won't fall asleep so easily. Plus, I couldn't stand studying in a small room with my roommates in it. I felt suffocating as I need a bigger space to "breathe"....to say the words out...

After 2 weeks of studying, I dare not to say that I will pass in my English Studies paper. It was very difficult. I didn't understand the poem and the short story.....So disappointing... Among the 4 papers, English Studies was the only subject that I am worry... I might fail in that paper...Anyway, I really did my best in those 4 papers...hope that everything will be all right...so that I can successfully enter degree year...

MUET...Malaysian University English Test also another concern of mine. I will definitely won't be able to get band 5. Will I get band 4? I doubted it...I sucked in writing and reading section... Hopefully I will get at least band 4....I am very lame....How to become a good English teacher with only band 4 in MUET?? This is not going to happen!!