human are so timid

My mum told me, Lord's foolishness is greater than man's wisdom. It really strike me because it tells me how great is the Lord. My father passed away because of his sickness. It was really sad. At the same time, in this sadness we gloried the Lord because he has plan for each and every one of us. I acknowledge this myself because even the best hospital or medical couldn't help to treat the cancer patient. Only through God their sickness will be cured. I blamed my dad as he doubted God during his time of suffering.besides, I came to realized that our life on earth is just temporary. All we need to do is prepare, for he will call us when our time has come.

My mum told me that daddy did not want to die yet. He struggled hardly to escape from death. He had a lot of plans when he grow old. However, he died in peace. I knew it as I witnessed his last breath. In my opinion, the reason why he did not gave us his last word was because he thought that he can live longer. But sadly, he couldn't. He died at the age of 48. I just entered this IPBL for 2 and a half months and now he is in heaven( i believe). At first, it was difficult to accept it as losing someone in our own family member is extremely hard. However, we were thankful and more fortunate than other people. Some people died in a car accident, some died while sleeping.....the family members didn't prepared to accept it yet. Luckily, we did prepared to loose him. I was really thankful and grateful to that.

What I really wish is, the soul of my dad will rest in peace and he will enjoy the happiness in heaven because he had suffered a lot while on earth. May he pray for us and shower us the blessings everyday. Even though he died, but he is still our one and only daddy.